you say that you love me. I know you think it’s true. I say that I love you. The difference is…. I do.
my mind just runs in circles. the same thing every day. perhaps I was terrible once, and now I’m being made to pay.
sometimes I’d give anything just to make it stop. my time is running out. my life has all but flopped.
I am my own worst enemy. But I’m my only friend. you weren’t good to me in the begining, and even worse in the end.
my thoughts are all just fragmented. run-ons that never end. and yet all in pieces and I can’t tell where they begin.
the noise is a constant drone I cannot make it stop. my life peaked long ago and probably can’t be topped.
the machines are working day and night the humming continues on. life is the vicious hunter and I am just a fawn.
I’m exceedingly outmatched and I know it isn’t right. but it’s not in me to give up so to the end I will fight.
even though I’d like to end it all I keep going every day. I know it doesn’t make any sense but what else can I say?